I really hope people (if anyone even reads this crap) don't take this blog seriously because I'm not. Don't have a lot of people to talk to, so I literally regurgitate all my thoughts and feelings on here, it's like a diary but calling it that isn't cool. Not saying I'm cool, because what even is cool now? Everything is cool it just depends who's perspective it's from. Shit I just answered my own question, I was intending for that to be a rhetorical question oh well maybe next time I guess.