It makes me really sad how unaware we are about all the insects we kill everyday. Like when we walk, drive and whatever man we must kill thousands everyday, it's fucking awful. I'm not going to sit and cry but if you think about it, it's not really okay. It's rather selfish how we are only concerned in getting from A to B and whatever happens in between is irrelevant. Humans are selfish, the most selfish of all creations. People just use others for their own benefits and leave when they're done. They don't care about the mess they leave behind but only in their future projects. I don't think I want to live anymore; not in a depressive or suicidal way but I've just sort of given up with the constant disappointments. I'm tired of the repetitive miserable outcomes of every single situation. People don't change, people won't change because people are people and that is just life.